Dear God

Im back again. I dont even know what happened tonight. Im not entirely even sure its my fault. Hes playing these stupid games. Im so tired of them. how can i bring a child into the world with a father that wont grow up.Its only my second time comming to you in this matter and commiting to tal to you when i am troubled and im already tired of typing. Eventhing in my wants to stop writing and go watch a tv and handle this in the traditional matter. But that wont work. I need this child to have a functional family when its born, can you do that for me. CAn you make him grow up fast enough for us to be able to grow...at all. Lord you know my heart and the trouble and ache that brood in it...you know the cause of my pain when the words to sum them up fail to escape the grasp of my mind.I just need you to remember that im here, still crying out for a way back to yo for i know that once im save in youre arms and under youre protection that you wil give me the comfort i need to deal with what may come and the wisdom to know what action need to be taken. I dont know what going wrong with this relationship, please show me where our problems lie and how how i go about fixing it because i feel like i have tried everything that is within my human abilities and i have come up short. I need devine revelation. Oh Lord soothe my heart as i endure this walk, comfort my soul. For i know all have their trials and tribulations but i ask for at least to have you comfort as i endure mine. You said Lord that if we being wicked would give our children what they request how much more would you as the Father give us. Im asking you to give me theses things. In Jesus name i pray. amen